Changes.

So I've been trying to search for the words to explain the last few weeks. Words are usually something I've always been good at. Maintaining my grasp on reality, on the other hand, is not.

So a little over a week ago now, I moved out. It was brutal, and it was heartwrenching to have to leave behind my child -- out of necessity, not want -- but leaving is probably the best decision I've made in a long time. I knew things wouldn't ever work out with him.

I met someone, who at the time, I thought was worth wasting my time on. J was -- is -- the most amazing man I think I've ever met. He was kind, and sweet, and considerate, not to mention a sexy ass firefighter. Lol. But, c'est la vie, story of my life, something went wrong. This time, though, I'm not sure what happened. J is someone that I could see myself really acually being happy with. Stay tuned, who knows what will happen with that.

So I'm in the process of looking for a job, and let me tell you, it is NOT a good situation. I've gotten more rejection e-mails than I can count. Maybe I shouldn't have gone over a year without working. I never foresaw this all coming though.

Another exhausting week.

So it's been amazingly beautiful here the last couple weeks. What a way to brush up on some outdoor activities.. :) Kami and I went mini golfing at Castles & Coasters on Sunday, and much to my surprise, I felt really old being there. Insane. Pictures of THAT fiasco soon to come.

Took Ellie to the doctor on Monday, and had another set of x-rays taken. Everything's healing up really well, so it's looking like the cast from hell is coming off on the afternoon of the 20th. Good GOD am I excited about that.

Ellie, much more cheerful these days, after a nap and a doctor's visit.

Not really much else has been happening. Last week I spent the entire week devouring the Twilight books, and then finally the movie. Never thought I'd be THAT person, lol. Who knows. Things have been changing vastly these days.